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[09 Sep 2005|05:36pm]
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school [23 Aug 2005|02:19pm]
school starts in liek 2 weeks.

im not impressed.
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[21 Aug 2005|08:23pm]


how many months as it been since i last posted in this? im debating using it again or not.
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[02 Apr 2005|10:08am]
01). Total volume of music files on my computer: itunes library says 858, but that's not counting about a bajillion other things, so I have no idea.

02). The last CD I bought was: I bought two at the same time. Norma Jean - Oh the Aftermath and The Mars Volta - Francis the Mute.

03a). The last song I listened to before writing this was: The Mars Volta - Miranda That Ghost Just Ain't Holy Anymore

03b). Song playing right now: Stretch Arm Strong - Miles Apart

04). Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me:
Emery - Ponytail Parades
The Used - Blue and Yellow
Alkaline Trio - Nose Over Tail
Underoath -Young and Aspiring
Sesnes Fail - One Eight Seven
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le sigh [25 Aug 2004|12:52pm]
How can a guy you barely know make you feel this way?
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White Devil [03 Aug 2004|08:37pm]
Hey kids, we got a new white devil
And it goes in your fucking nose
That's right, we got a new white devil
This is how the story goes
Story goes

Watch out!

Glorify, glamorize
Try to forget your sunken eyes
Your dead fad is a disaster
Your fashion is my fucking cancer
Not so fun when your nose is sore
Bloody Kleenex all over the floor
But don't worry, who gives a shit?
All your friends will think you're really hip

Your dead fad is a fucking

Addiction is in, I guess addiction is in, yeah
Addiction is in, I guess addiction is in this year

Looks so good
Convulsing on the floor, ya sugar!
And the blood from your nose
Matches your lipstick shade

Look what you have become
White devil, white devil, white devil

White devil

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50 worst songs [26 Jul 2004|02:14pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Bold the ones you actually like.


1. We Built This City ... Starship
2. Achy Breaky Heart ... Billy Ray Cyrus
3. Everybody Have Fun Tonight ... Wang Chung

4. Rollin' ... Limp Bizkit
5. Ice Ice Baby ... Vanilla Ice

6. The Heart of Rock & Roll ... Huey Lewis and the News
7. Don't Worry, Be Happy ... Bobby McFerrin
8. Party All the Time ... Eddie Murphy
9. American Life ... Madonna
10. Ebony and Ivory ... Paul McCartney and Stevie Wonder
11. Invisible ... Clay Aiken
12. Kokomo ... The Beach Boys
13. Illegal Alien ... Genesis
14. From a Distance ... Bette Midler
15. I'll Be There for You ... The Rembrandts
16. What's Up? ... 4 Non Blondes
17. Pumps and a Bump ... Hammer
18. You're the Inspiration ... Chicago
19. Broken Wings ... Mr. Mister
20. Dancing on the Ceiling ... Lionel Richie
21. Two Princes ... Spin Doctors
22. Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue (The Angry American) ... Toby Keith
23. Sunglasses at Night ... Corey Hart YES!!!
24. Superman ... Five for Fighting
25. I'll Be Missing You ... Puff Daddy featuring Faith Evans and 112
26. The End ... The Doors ...
27. The Final Countdown ... Europe
28. Your Body Is a Wonderland ... John Mayer
29. Breakfast at Tiffany's ... Deep Blue Something
30. Greatest Love of All ... Whitney Houston
31. Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm ... Crash Test Dummies
32. Will 2K ... Will Smith
33. Barbie Girl ... Aqua
34. Longer ... Dan Fogelberg
35. Shiny Happy People ... R.E.M.
36. Make Em Say Uhh! ... Master P featuring Silkk, Fiend, Mia-X and Mystikal
37. Rico Suave ... Gerardo
38. Cotton Eyed Joe ... Rednex
39. She Bangs ... Ricky Martin
40. I Wanna Sex You Up ... Color Me Badd
41. We Didn't Start the Fire ... Billy Joel
42. The Sounds of Silence ... Simon & Garfunkel
43. Follow Me ... Uncle Kracker
44. I'll Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That) ... Meat Loaf
45. Mesmerize ... Ja Rule featuring Ashanti [gag me]
46. Hangin' Tough ... New Kids on the Block [rofl]
47. The Only Thing That Looks Good on Me Is You ... Bryan Adams
48. Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da ... The Beatles
49. I'm Too Sexy ... Right Said Fred
50. My Heart Will Go On ... Celine Dion


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mib [05 Jul 2004|03:21pm]

Michael Ian Black Is Love
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survey [27 Jun 2004|06:03pm]
Name : Rita
Nickname :: Ri, Riri, Hitler, Ritalin, Freebird
Gender :: female
Age ::: 15
Birthday ::: March 19
Birth place ::: Bellevue Hospital
Birth stone ::: Aqua?
Zodiac sign ::: Pisces
Chinese animal ::: Snake, or something like that.
Element ::: I don't remember..
Height ::: 5'4-5
Weight ::: Alot
Shoe size ::: 8 1/2-9
Clothing size ::: Shirts it matters..M-Xl, and pants are large, medium
Eye colour ::: green
Hair colour ::: brown/red
Heritage/nationality ::: Italian, German, Lithuanian, French, completely european
Braces/Retainers/Head gear :: No, Thank god.
Glasses/contacts/ect. :: Glasses, but I'm in need of a new pair, and I don't wear them to often.
Piercings :: 14g in each ear, hoping to guage to 12 soon.
Tattoos :: maybe someday, a small one, star or something.
Brandings :: well there was that one time...
Any obessions/addictions? :: Michael Ian Black, random night TV shows, my camera, rootbear in oldfashioned glasses, 50's culture, history, geeky guys, trendy guys, guys with glasses
Fetishes? :: Accents, hands, hair, lips<new Got a webpage? :: This waste of space along with another journal and a myspace account. What languages do you speak? :: English, French (horribly), some Italian and German Any siblings? :: nope, and I'm glad as of right now. .:Life:. Got a car?:: Less than a year away -does some sort of victory thing- Any other kind of mode of transportation? :: parents, rollerblades, mostly feet. Any pets? :: a dog; Banjo a cat; sugar Want any pets? :: not sure., maybe a fish. Got a job? :: no, soon though. either this fall or next summer. Is the pay good? :: ---- If you could have any job, what would it be? :: interior designer, little shop, something with culture or history, not sure When do you wake up on the weekdays/weekends? :: Since summer has started I usually wake up the same time on weekdays and weekend and thats between 8-11 How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? :: Depends...30-60 minutes maybe Name some activites that you do daily :: Sleep, eat, go online, write, read When do you go to bed on weekdays/weekends? :: Between 7pm-2am .:School:. [If you are out of school then.. go nuts!] What school? :: Mohonasen High School What grade? :: going into 10th Current GPA? :: no idea What is your school mascot? :: Indian Favorite teacher so far? :: Mr.Burega, Ms.Schelgel, maybe Hanlon Current subjects? :: Earth Science, Global, French 2, English, Gym, DDP, Algebra A/B What're your major[s]? :: will major in (hopefully) something in design, culture, history, english Minor[s]? :: ---- Favorite subject? :: English/History Least favorite subject? :: DDP, Algebra Ever dissect[ed] anything? :: Squid Do you drive to school? :: I'm driven to school by Dave :) What do you wanna do when you're out of school? [If you already are, then what are you doing?] :: Go to college Involved in sports? :: nope Clubs? :: BTAY! Er.. afterschool activities? :: ...going online and reading .:Fashion:. Describe your style of clothing :: Comfortable. Jeans and a random T-shirt Describe your hair[style] :: Short, flipped out, straight, or in pigtails Favorite places to shop? :: Zumiez. Rue 21. Pacsun. Target. What kind of shoes do you wear? :: flip flops, TNT vans, chuck taylors, soon to be getting checkered vans slip ons! Favorite outfit? :: Jeans and a t-shirt :P Accessories? [watch, hat, ect.] :: rockstar sunglasses, checkered belts. Jewelry? ::Green and blue bracelet, checkered bracelet, earrings Do you own anything plaid? :: plaid pants, shorts, shirt. Rainbow? :: I have some rainbow underwear... Tye dyed? :: Shorts. Leopard print? :: Ashamed but yes. .:Music:. Favorite female singer/band :: Tsuanmi Bomb, not sure Favorite male singer/band :: Alkaline trio, Glassjaw, Coheed and Cambria, Alexisonfire Favorite song :: MILLIONS AND A HALF Favorite genre of music :: alt.punk.ska.emo.screamo.hardcore.some jpop.80's.classic rock Best concert/show you went to :: I like them all... Worst concert/show you went to :: a school one? What's your view on pop music? :: Depends. Rap? :: hate most of it, except for the oldschool stuff Rock? :: yay Punk? :: fun SKA? :: good New Age? :: ehh so,so Country? :: NO. Please. Just. Say. NO. Heavey Metal? :: No thanks Singer/band you can't stand :: Avril Lavigne, Creed, Falloutboy Favorite movie soundtrack :: 'Empire Records' Do you watch MTV? :: Once in a while to see Dan Levy. What is the oldest group/singer you listen to? :: No idea..Bach lol. Favorite radio station? :: 102.7 .:Preferences:. Pick your favorite.. Color :: silver,blue,green Number ::4.11 Shape :: ...star Website :: no idea Season :: Summer Ice cream flavor :: Strawberry, bananna Month of the year ::July Day of the week:: Friday, I'm in love! Wednsday. Time of day :: Twilight Smell :: gasoline. :X Taste :: not sure. Touch :: slight breeze Sound :: music I love Sight :: you. Texture :: ....soft things? Holiday :: Mah birthday and Christmas Gem/Jewel :: moonstone or something? Mythical creature :: unicorn Type of weather :: sunny Snack food :: pretzels Video game :: zelda, any raceing game Fruit :: Never met a fruit I didn't like. Vegetable :: brocolli Breed of dog :: ANY Breed of cat :: sugar Fast food place :: taco bell Restaraunt :: Fu Sing, Blue Ribbon, Tops Store :: none really TV show :: Cops, Reno 911 Movie :: Stand By me, Empire Records, Sleepy Hollow Writer :: Ann Rinaldi? .:Pick One:. Night/Day :: night Light/Dark :: dark Summer/Winter :: summer Cat/Dog :: both AOL/AIM :: AIM Rollerskates/Rollerblades :: Rollerblades Thong/Bikini :: bikini Pepsi/Coke :: Root beer, Sierra Mist Coffee/Tea :: Cappacino, Dunkachino Gloves/Mittens :: gloves Cell phone/Pager :: cell Sweet/Sour :: sweet Vanilla/Chocolate :: chocolate Cake/Icecream ::ice cream Tall/Short :: short Leader/Follower :: leader Boxers/Briefs :: boxers Pen/Pencil :: pen Long Hair/Short Hair :: short McDonalds/Burger King :: McDonalds Laptop/Computer :: I would like a laptop PC/MAC :: PC Chinese food/Italian food :: ....TOUGH!!! Math/English :: English Rap/Pop :: pop Rock/Punk :: rock Radio/CD :: CD Mosh Pit/Skank Pit :: Mosh Book/Movie :: book .:Present:. When did you wake up? :: 9:00 What did you have for breakfast? :: Cinnamon toast crunch. Do anything interesting? :: watched a bug on my deck. Talk to anyone worth mentioning? :: derek What are you wearing? :: tweety pj pants, straight edge t-shirt What's your wallpaper on your computer? :: darayl pulumbo, glassjaw What's on the desk with you? :: The monitor, pens, pencils, cd player, cds, staplet, cow, digital camera, webcam, yearbooks, stupid stuff Is your computer even on a desk? :: yup Who's around you right now? :: my parents Talking to anyone on AIM? :: Derek, Tim Listening to any music? :: nope What time is it, anyway? :: 1:24 Type out some lyrics from whatever song you're currently listening to ::--------- Close your eyes and type what color you see :: maroon What's in your pockets right now? :: no pockets What color is your computer? :: creme What color is your pillow case? :: white, blue, yellow .:Past:. 1 minute ago :: typing this 1 hour ago :: Watching TV 1 day ago :: At a party 1 year ago :: Sitting in the same spot What was the last movie you saw? :: In theater? Shrek 2, at home the secret window Last time you went to the movies? :: Last month What was the last song you listened to? :: 311- Amber What did you last eat? :: a twizzler What did you last drink? :: cherry caprisun Last time you travelled out of the state? :: 2 weeks ago Where to? :: New Jersey Last CD you bought? :: My Chemical Romance- Three cheers for sweet revenge When was the last time you got totally drunk off your arse? :: Never. Stoned? :: nevah! Last time you showered? :: Yesterday morning Brushed your teeth? :: yesterday morning Smiled? :: no clue, I don't really pay attention to such things Laughed? :: Yesterday most likely. Cried? :: Last night. Last book you read? :: I'm reading "Checkers" When you were little, what did you want to be when you 'grew up'? :: can't recall Last thing you bought? :: shorts maybe Any good childhood memories? :: naturally What was your best Halloween costume? ::vampire .:Future:. Gettin' married? :: hopefully Honeymoon ideas? :: Somewhere unique Havin' kids? :: Maybe. Most likely. [If so] How many? :: 2 or so Any name preferences? :: Adrein, Cameron, Sydney, Taylor If you haven't started already, what career path do you want to get into? Design, culture Do you think you'll travel a lot or stay at home? :: no idea Any other 'big plans'? :: not really What kind of house do you plan to live in? :: victorian Where do you want to live? :: New York .:Lovey Dovey:. Scary topic, ne? :: no So.. you with anyone? :: nope Homo/hetero relationship? :: non exsistent If so, how long have you been going out? :: --- What's s/he like? ::---- Well, if you don't have a main squeeze right now.. any crushes? :: Yeah, just beginnig to start actually with a few people. What do you look for in a girl/guy? :: Nice person that I don't have to put on a show with, bascially. What's a turn on for you? :: intelligence, whit, nice eyes, hair What's a turn off for you? :: igorance, stupidity, smell .:Random [you knew it was coming]:. Do you have any bad habits? :: yes Ever sing kareoke? :: yup. Where do you like to vacation? :: Maine, Carolinas What video game system do you have? :: none, i used to have N64 Have you ever passed out? :: no Have you ever passed out due to large consumptions of alcohol? no Kissed the same sex? :: in family Killed someone? :: no Killed some..thing? :: sure Named inanimate objects? :: ALL THE TIME! Go to church? :: not often Pick up the closest book and type a random sentence :: God damn you...-gets book-...."I was shocked, embaressed, confused." Have you ever killed your own dinner? :: nope Do you look like anyone famous? :: not that I know of What is your favorite color to write in ink with? :: black What's the most unique thing in your room? :: No idea Ever kidnap somone? :: yes Do you curse like a sailor? :: yes! when I'm stressed. I've got a mouth, man. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? :: nope Play any musical instruments? :: violin, soon drums. Do you like sushi? :: No. Have you ever gone to the movies and thrown stuff at the screen?:: Not sure.. Throw stuff at people? :: all the time Get thrown out? :: almost Describe yourself with five adjectives :: electic, goofy, strange, not normal Okay. So your house is burning down. What do you try and save? :: my pets, about it. How many TVs do you have in your house? :: 3 What did you learn today? ::People are really fake, but i learned that awhile ago. Time ended :: 1:40
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sXe [27 Jun 2004|12:39pm]

Stolen from Alexa ( rakuyou )

98% of the teenage population has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% that hasn't, copy this into your journal.

Go 2%er's!!!


Straight edge for life.



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ouch [24 Jun 2004|08:26pm]

I sprained my thumb today. :(

I also burnt the better half of my upper body.



Why does this week keep getting worse?





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MCR SHOW [17 Jun 2004|08:46am]

My Chemical Romance show was amazing. Read about it here.






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NYC [14 Jun 2004|02:43pm]

So I went to New York City yesterday, and it was AMAZING! We(me, mom,dad, uncle Jack, Jack, Matt, Marisa, uncle Bill, aunt Jackie, Josh and some other people I don't feel like mentioning) left around 7 at the state offices. We made two stops and still got to Yankee Stadium around 10:30. We ate some subs, I went pee on a moving bus (horrible), then we went into the stadium. The game was awesome and we had really good seats too. Me and Josh got dippin' dots in a yankees hat and we ran around the stadium aimlessly. I also ate a hot dog that was good. Oh yeah the people though Josh was under 14 so they gave him pokemon cards, werd. Left the city at like 7 maybe, but then we got lost in Harlem, so I just watched the funky looking people walk by. The city is really interesting. I think I may want to go to big city when I go to college, or to live when I'm older. Anyways, we were stuck in traffic in Jersey and It sucked but w/e. We stopped at a rest area and troopers had to ocme because people were fighting that they got them kicked out of the yankee game, they didn't do anything btw. Got home around 10-10:15, dropped Josh off home then went home and slept.


In school from 9-11 tomorrow then only regents left! YAY


Oh yeh, I met the coolest kid, Arter, not Arthur, Arter. Foreign kids are the coooolest.



I like you.

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Dream [12 Jun 2004|10:13am]
So Aaron had a dream last night and I was in it, so I guess I'll share the amazingly cool details with you.

So me and Aaron found this huge gummi rope. Then we found this door with a gap in it, so us being the geniuses we are decided to slide the huge gummi rope through. When you pulled it out it had chocolate all over it, and then we ate it.

we are the coolest.

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[09 Jun 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So...I'm extremely confused on things right now. More importantly boys. I think I should take a few days off and just think. Sounds good. An AWESOME thunderstorm is coming right now. It's going to be fun. I can't see how people don't like them. There very interesting. Anyways, I don't know what to do with certain feelings and stuff. Throw them away or pursue them? I don't even know how the guy feels toward me. I only have like two crushed right now, him, nameless and PC Boy. I can't wait till next wensday...PC boy may be at the show :) I need to go talk to adam and watch lightning.

Peace yo

-kills self-

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Death is over us [07 Jun 2004|05:15pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I left early from school today. I just watched random talk shows, and listened to a cd. That was so-so. Then my dad came home at like 12 or so. I threw up, ate some mac and cheese then went to sleep. I HAD THE MOST AMAZING DREAM! I wish I could remember it all too. There was kissing and stuff. It was fun. I wish dreams were real. I also got an air conditioner. Please watch wet hot american summer on comedy central at 7:30 tonight! I will kiss you if you do! I don't know what else to write. I wanna kiss someone.

light the world on fire just to see it burn

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Surveyxcore [30 May 2004|12:05pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Survey wouldn't work here so go to www.xanga.com/tragedyxchaos to view it. I have to mow the lawn today, cool.

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Weekend [29 May 2004|10:31am]
[ mood | creative ]

Nothing to much going on today, but yesterday was fun. My mom got out of work early and we went to Target at like 3. I got some cool stuff. I got a navy blue polo shirt, a pink pajama tank top, rainbow polak dot capri pajama pants, and these super funky striped sandals. They are so amazing. I aslo got a present for someone, which they will recieve in August, but they don't know it yet.  1 1/2 months untill MAINE. yay. I also went to Applebees's  last night. Was fun, I got a strawberry daquri. I love those things. I watched this movie last night called The sight. It was actually pretty good, so go watch it.


People have been pissing me off alot lately. They jsut wait for better offeres and don't think about the poeple who really cared about them. So to them I say IFHY. :)


I wanted to go to Great escape today with alexa but I couldn't. Stupid babysitting.



I love dorks :)




Things I'd like to catch up/do on this weekend:

  • Sleep
  • Fast Food Nation
  • Vampires
  • Friends
  • The day after tomorrow
  • Honey dew
  • You
  • Tanning
  • Finding a boy

Yeh, I have no life.


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This Time Tomorrow [26 May 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Could this day get any better? It could but...let's just say what happned so far. Obviusly this all goes down at price chopper. Well we start walking towards the deli and I notice the kid from TTT looking at me weird...then I relize I was wearing his shirt! Then he says "THats my bands shirt!" and we have a little conversation from then on. Jon reagan comes over and starts talking about the shirt and then this funny kis walked over so now there all talking about about my shirt, which is very cool. Especially cuz funny kid had awesome glasses. Then, of course, PC(i think matt?) comes over and is like 'i sold you that shirt' so of course i get all red and flustered cuz i've been crushing on him since the show. anways hells yeas.

P.S. must get up the courage to talk to boys more often.

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A Day With Tim and Kaitlyn [25 May 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

So today was pretty much uneventful until me and kaitlyn met up with tim after school. We walked to his house which seemed like forever and I'm still confused on how to get there. We went to his room and his little cousin Josh came in, he is so cute! Even though he is hardly understandable. Tim tried me to get me to touch his millipede, no chance in that. We then left because tim wanted to get potatoes and go to burger king. We didn't end up going to burger king but we went to save-a-lot and got potatoes for the potatoe launcher. Me and time also got caffiene free soda, go us! Then we walked back to tims on the rail road tracks and did the potatoe launcher thing, but me and kaitlyn broke it. Went back to tims house and lost josh, so we were all looking around the house for him and his grandma got scurry. We went to his room, looked at pictures, played mario cart, got whipped, and watched various scenes of tim throwing up and getting high, oh what fun haha. Tim let me look ad his poems which made me feel super-special. I really liked them too. I now am going to make him write me a poem.Nothing to much happned after that jsut watchec videos and talked about random things. We got ice cream and annoyed chris too. Tim left and me and kaitlyn bothered aarom and mike. That was stupid so now im home writing this. Today was a fun day, i liked it! Oh yeh and tim let me borrow his vampire book! Score for me! And I touched the nasty spots on tims floor!

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